2 daes after com le...haiz...i still feelin upset...vry upset...cn sum1 tell me whether i m always a loser in com...why???why i spent so much time on sj bt wat did i gt in the end???no words cn express my agony...last yr goin com and yet wat did i gt in the end???last...my team gt last!!!i wanna gt champ in footdrill bt.......................haiz...is my fault...really my fault...i cant 4give myself...thankx 4 al the ppl who consoled me....i appreciate it...dun nd to worry abt me...i nd time to gt over...probably a longer period of time...i promised my mdm and seniors tt i will cum back to train my juniors 4 com next yr...and to achieve wat we lost tis yr...my teamates also promised me tt they r goin com next yr again...and to win back wat we deserve...i m confident tt i m able to do it...